And I just when thought that I didn't have enough shit going on in my life, I get 8 missed calls between 6 and 7 am while I am trying to get my kids ready. What happened? Nothing special - my father hit my mother last night and this morning left home. He through his keys into the doors and went to work. It doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong. My father whose drunk brain can't handle things or my mother, who is so needs to be on medication and has been occupied with driving my father crazy. What matters is that two people, who spent most of their life together cannot speak to each other like adults. They cannot reason with each other and it looks like they are incapable of being adults.
What does it mean for me?
I have no idea of how to deal with it and who to deal with. My father is planning to spend a night in his car, because he doesn't even want to think about coming back. My mother keeps insisting that I have to call my father and make him come back, because if he gets in trouble, it will be her responsibility.
I offered my father to stay with us. We live in one bedroom and I am still yet to figure out where to put him to sleep. All I am asking of him is not to drink and he cannot guarantee it. And I just want to be able to breath in my home. Cannot stand a smell of alcohol...
What da fuck am I supposed to do?
